Chapter Title: chapter 11
Characters: James, John
Genres: AU, drama
Warnings: slash fic
Summary: John learns what James really does.
John laid down on the bed and rolled onto his back. He placed his arm under his head and looked up at the ceiling. He placed his other hand on his stomach.
“Oh, I ate to much,” he said as James joined him on the bed.
“What a day,” James said. “So, what did you think of the stage?” he asked, removing his shirt.
“It was ok,” John said, rolling onto his side so he could see James. “I have no choice, do I?” He added.
“I’m afraid not,” James said, now removing his shoes and socks.
“You don’t like cloths, do you?” John said, watching him as he slid off his pants and tossed them onto the floor.
“No, not when I’m home?” James said, sitting next to John.
He reached up and took James’s hand and pulled him close. He smiled and kissed him, placing his arm on the back of his neck. The kiss deepened. John slid his tongue into James’s mouth. James finally pulled away, needing to breathe.
“I want you,” John said trying to undo his shirt. James smiled and took over. He tossed the shirt onto the floor then leaned John back. He kissed him again. Heplaced his hands on James’s back and slid them down to his boxers. He slipped his hands under the band and rested his hands on his butt. James kissed his way down to John’s neck and started sucking on it. He nibbled on it just a bit and sat up a bit, looking at the bright red spot. He moved down to his chest, sucking and biting as he went. He ran his tongue down John’s stomach and stopped at his bellybutton. He leaned down and unbuttoned John’s pants with his teeth.
“Oh, my God,” John said. “Please, don’t stop,” he said as James took the zipper in his teeth and slowly opened the fly of his jeans. He slid his hand into his pants and took a hold of his cock. He squeezed it, then slid his hand down to his balls, working them around in his hand. He lowered himself down and kissed his left nipple. He sucked on it, running his tongue over it a few times. He then moved over to the right one and did the same, his hands never stopping.
“It’s been so long,” John said, putting his hands on his head. He arched up a bit and closed his eyes. James again licked his way down to John’s bellybutton. He let go of his balls and slowly slid his hand up. John opened his eyes and looked up at James.
“Don’t stop. I need you,” John whispered. He smiled as James took a hold of his pants, sliding them down. John lifted himself up and James removed them, tossing them onto the floor. His underwear were next to follow. James again took John’s cock in his hand and ran it up and down it. It was already dripping and John flinched at James’s touch. He slid his hand into his boxers and removed his own cock. The tip just above the band to his shorts. He placed his mouth on the tip of John's cock and ran his tongue over it.
John grabbed a handful of sheets as James took his balls and messaged them with his hand. He slid his mouth up and down and each time he reached the top, sucking on the tip and sliding his tongue over it. He moved much faster now.
John let the sheets go and reached behind his head. He clinched his teeth together.
“I’m gonna cum!” He said, a bit too late to warn James, not that he minded. He slowed down, taking in most of John’s juice and stopped.
“Do you want more?” James asked pulling off his boxers.
John bit his bottom lip and looked up at him. He could only nod his head. “Please,” he mouthed, and lifted himself up.
“On your hands and knees,” James said. John rolled over and lifted himself up on all fours. He placed his hands on John’s butt cheeks and reached down to his own cock. He slid his hand over the tip a few times and closed his eyes. His touch almost hurt, he was so ready, but he knew he had to go slow. This may be John’s first time and he didn’t want to hurt him. He covered his hand with his own pre-cum and placed his index finger at John’s entrance. He slowly slid it in about halfway.
John’s head dropped and he arched up. “Oh, God!” He said. He tensed up.
“Relax, I’m not going to hurt you,” James said, running his other hand up and down John’s back. He slid the rest of his finger in and waited for John. He kissed him on the back a few times and slowly slid his finger in and out.
“Do you like that?” James asked.
“Holy shit!” John said. James moved his finger a bit faster now. He slowed down and slipped in another finger. He moved them around inside, helping John loosen up.
John swallowed hard and again looked down at the bed. He closed his eyes as James started to moved his hand again. James added a third finger now. He stopped again waited for John to adjust to the feeling.
“Do you want me to stop?” James asked.
John bit his bottom lip, then looked up. “No,” he said. “I want this so much,” he forced the words out.
James smiled and slid his fingers in and out of him.
“Are you ready?” He asked.
John nodded as James slid his hand out. He ran his hand over himself a few time, making sure he was well lubed. He lifted himself up and rested both hands on John’s hips. He placed the tip of his cock at John’s hole and pushed himself in very slowly.
John whole body tensed up and James stopped. He was halfway in. He leaned down and started kissing John’s back and sliding his hands up and down him.
“It’s ok,” James said. “It will feel better. Just relax.”
John arched up even more. James ran his hands along his neck and into his hair. He slid himself in even deeper. “See? It’s not so bad, is it?” James asked.
John shook his head.
“I’m all the way in,” James said. John turned and looked back at him. He lifted up his right hand on took James’s hand in his. He squeezed it a bit. James pulled back just a bit and pushed forward again.
John’s eyes widened and he tightened his grip on his lover’s hand.
“Does it hurt?” James asked.
“No, I’m fine,” John said, through clinched teeth. James slide about halfway out and reentered him, going a bit deeper.
John let out a deep breath and let James’s hand go. James now started to moved in and out, very slowly at first.
“Oh, fuck!” John said.
“Do you like it?” James asked, fighting off his own desire to speed up.
John nodded and looked back at him.
James’s hands were still on his back. He placed another kiss on his back and picked up his speed. He slid one of his hands down to John’s stomach and then down to his cock. It was rock hard again. He took it in his hand and slid it up and down, matching his own speed.
“Oh, my God!” John cried out at James’s touch. “Oh, God,” he said. James sped up even more now. He reached his other hand behind him and slid it into himself. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back and he slid his finger in and out. He added two more fingers, and his hand working John’s cock game to a stop. John didn’t seem to notice or care. He cried out something at James couldn’t understand.
“I love you,” John said. James understood that. He almost stopped what he was doing. He looked down at John.
“I’m gonna cum,” John said as James shook his head and started to move his hands again. He pushed his cock in and out of John a few more times before pulling out and coming in his hand. John fell to the bed, trying to catch this breath.
“Oh, my God,” he said, unable to move.
“Did you like that?” James asked, wiping his hand on one of their shirts.
“Mm, that was amazing. We have to do that more often,” John said as James handed him the shirt.
“I’m sure we will,” James said, standing up. “I’m going to take a shower,” he said.
John nodded and rolled onto his back. “I can’t move,” he said, eyes half closed. He watched James make his way into the bathroom.
“That was stupid,” he told himself, covering his face with his hands. He didn’t mean to say what he did. It slipped out. “You should never say I love you for the first time in while fucking each other.” He let out a long sigh and opened his eyes.
“Justin,” he said, sitting up.
“Just giving you your pills,” he said. “You are one sick fuck.” He handed John the bottle of water and watched him take the pills.
John laid back down. “Why him, John? He’s a whore, don’t you know that?”
“He is not,” John said, not looking at him.
“Yeah, he is. We are paying him to fuck you, so that makes him a whore.”
“You’re paying him?” John asked, looking up.
“Oh, didn’t he tell you that?” Justin asked. “Oh, I’m sorry. I thought you knew,” he added with a smile and walked out of the room.
John looked at the bathroom door and sat up. He again covered his face and fell to the bed.
James leaned on the door and took in a few deep breaths.
“Oh, shit,” he said, wiping his face. He turned on the water to the shower and got in. The cool water felt very good to him.
He closed his eyes and rested his head on the shower wall. He said I love you his mind raced. And you just left the room to take a shower. He sighed and lifted his head. I'll make it up to him and tell him it back he thought.
He smiled and picked up the shampoo. “Things are working out perfectly, just like I planned,” he said.